rejection HURTS!!!

hey. billy flowers here and im upset. was just fired from my job at volkswagen, and it is likely that with my own label turning on me i’ll be out of money in just a few months. will money even exist post-y2k?? anyways i still have faith. maybe i sound bitter and maybe i am but there is a thought that circles around my mind whenever i feel doubt… “ego death metal”

yeah. ego death metal is the name of what WILL BE my debut album. my label hates it, but my friends love it (at least they say they do) so i will do the best i can to make sure this record sees the light of day. even if it has to wait.

my first love told me “sometimes radical change is needed in your life to truly make a difference, to truly find peace” before she dumped me so maybe i need to apply that logic to my own life. soon…